what i want for my upcoming birthday

my 29th birthday is just around the corner.

In case my hubby read this entry, i want few things for my birthday:

1) Fine and quiet dinner, just the two of us, at any place ive never been, doesnt matter western or eastern food..just bring me to dinner please..

2) A birthday card or a birthday wish at least..or..a bouquet of roses?? how romantic..

3) Small yet precious bday present..the smaller the box, the better..hihi..(size 9 please..)

4) If possible, i want to spend the whole day dating with hubby (like we used to do when we were dating last time). So pagi2 hantar afni ke baby sitter, then we go breakfast at kopitiam, then we go to shopping mall for movies+shopping+jalan2..then petang sket amik afni from baby sitter's house, kita jalan2 kat tasik ke, taman bunga ke..pastu hantar afni rumah nenek, kita kuar balik for our dinner..ok tak??

huhu..ok, lets see..which one of those four yang akan berlaku during my birthday nanti..kalau keempat2 berlaku lagi bagus..haha..kalau satu pun x berlaku siap laa..

im not demanding too much kan? i just demand for whatever i think appropriate and some treats that i deserve..bukan selalu sambut birthday pun..and dgn cara mengingati birthday ni lah kita dapat mengukuhkan lagi hubungan suami isteri tu..kasih sayang tuh harus dipupuk dan dibaja setiap masa..and in order to do that, we have to put some efforts..kalau suami terlupa, kita selamba jer ingatkan..dont expect that hubby will remember all the details about us..masa bercinta tuh mmg jangan dibandingkan..tiap2 bulan rasa macam sambut birthday sbb kena pampered setiap masa..kan..? haha

hmm..tahun lepas celebrate kat mana eh..owh..cameron highlands..

afni latest pict

I AM UNDER PRESSURE..

Being in the company under microscope wouldn't make you happy, even though you get good paycheck every month. Why im saying 'company under microscope' ? Because now we've been put under probation period until next June 2010 to prove that we're still relevant to this business.


No one will understand the scenario we're facing better than us. To be exact, the 5 of us. Can u imagine how small this company with only 5 management staff (executive level) and 13 operational staff (2 clerks + 11 technicians)? Yet we're running a company which covers 12% out of total market size of 26 Mil worldwide.


I'm not blaming on the economic downturn, but the challenges we're facing right now mostly on strategic and operational. Too many action plans have been carried out, yet the results are still not satisfactory. After nearly 7 years giving my service to this company, i've seen a lot of ups and downs along the way. Once, the production ahead of marketing (stock high,sales low). Now, the situation is totally reverse- marketing ahead of production (sales high but production low). I'm in-charged of production, so i'm the one who is under pressure now..uhhuhu

Despite the above pressure, i still can take my own sweet time to update my blog, kan? Sungguh x patut..ok sakinah, BACK TO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how i spent my 8 hours in the office today:

7.30 am -i step into office as 2nd earliest person after Kak Lin
8.30 am -breakfast, chit chat,gossip..
9.00am - masuk plant kejap, meninjau problems -thermal oil boiler x settle lagi,
kena deal dgn electrician to check on the electrical/control system,
kalau x boleh dpt solution,kena communicate dgn supplier
dari india lah pulak..huhu
11.00am - turun office, check email, surf internet, editing my blog,
1.00pm - lunch
2.00pm -medical claim, answering customer's questionnaires
3.00pm to 5.00pm - fully buang masa editing my blog, tukar layout design, add in
ntah hapa2, tukar itu, tukar ini, add in then delete, bla..bla..
6.00pm - writing this entry and prepare to go back.

terrer tak? rasa mcm keje gomen pun ada. (org gomen jgn marah).


Tapi harini mmg xde semangat giler nk keje, tambah plak plant shut down sbb boiler xleh jalan. susah betul kalu deal dgn Indian supplier nih, kalu machine breakdown susah sgt nk source locally. System depa pun cacamarba, x standard mcm sytem lain. Kena solve the problems based on theory in the manual they gave us. Kalau berjaya, oklah. Kalau x berjaya kenalah tunggu kol 11 untuk call depa ke, email apa2 yang patut ke..huhuhu, dengan planning untuk production pon dah tersekat kalau ada problem2 mcm ni..tu yang lemah semangat tu..


diam x diam, dah dekat 7 tahun jugak la mama keje mcm ni, kalau ikutkan penat badan dan otak la keje mcm ni..tapi nk buat mcmana...setakat ni ini jelah rezeki dan kerjaya terbaik untuk mama..malas pulak nk cari2 keje tmpat lain, dengan status ibu anak satu, sure majikan pun pikir 2,3 kali jugak nk amik..baik depa hire single woman yang xde commitment, yang sanggup dedicate most of their time to work..( i used to be one of them masa bujang2 dulu..huhu)


my working trend pun banyak dah berubah..kalau dulu bujang2 datang je pagi mesti masuk plant dulu check on production, tapi skang hampehs..duduk kat opis tu tepon jer..
"Plant jalan apa skang? Apa status? Any problems?"pemalas giler nk naik.. kalau plant run smooth dan ikut planning, so x payah nk risau sangat la..kalau ada problems depa akan bgtau cepat2..

nak panjat2 pun aku dah malas skang..zaman tu dah berlalu..dulu yerlah, semangat nk belajar lagi, nak prove my self to my boss and technicians yang semuanya memang lelaki ..skang x payah susah2..diorg pun tau kita org lama..so diorg pun agak2 leh respect la..leh dengar arahan, leh dengar cakap and x banyak karenah..so keje pun smooth and ikut planning..tu je yang penting..

so skang dah nak dekat kol 6.30..i better leave..nanti my darling afni tertanya2 pulak..
"kenapa mama lambat sgt amik aku nih.."..huhu

afni tido pegang senduk...

tak tau apa yang dia mimpi semalam, tapi dia tengah merengek nk minum susu..oleh sebab dia xmau duduk bawah, mama kena dokong dia sambil buat susu. Masuk jer dapur, dia nampak pulak senduk kayu tu. Merengek2 la hendakkan senduk kayu tu. mama pun bg je lah, malas nak dengar dia merengek lama2.

Lepas tu bila mama dah siap buat susu, masuk la dalam bilik nk tidokan dia. Nak masukkan dia dlm buai, dia still xnak lepaskan senduk kayu tu. Padahal tgn kanan dia tengah pegang bantal, kat mulut ada botol susu , dia tetap nk bawak senduk kayu tu masuk buai. Bila mama amik senduk tu dr tngan dia, beriye dia menangis. So mama pun biar je lah dia nk bwk tido senduk kayu tu..hishh..mcm2 ragam la afni nih..Last2, susu pun dah hbis minum, mata pun dah pejam, tapi tangan dia tetap x lepas senduk kayu tuh..huhu..

me and my hubby..

saja jer rasa nk upload gambar hubby..this is my dearest hubby, gambar ni amik masa Arabian nite dinner yg lepas. Sebenarnya dia amat tidak suka bergambar, tapi nk buat mcmana, kena paksa..huhu

yup, mmg my hubby agak kekurangan ketinggian drpd myself, tapi org kata murah rezeki..ye kot..Alhamdulillah lepas kawin, xlama terus dapat baby, lepas tuh we managed to buy our dream house..cuma nk tukar kereta jer belum ada rezeki lagi, mungkin kena tunggu kereta hubby hbis bayar kot, so bleh trade in my car yg dah x berapa nk elok tuh..huhu

blog nih confirm hubby x baca punya sbb kat ofis dia internet sgt limited, kat rumah kitorg pulak x install2 lagik, ntah bila la agaknya..lagipun dia mmg x suka nk layan benda2 remeh mcm ni, lebih baik dia bertukang ke, berkebun, atau memggodek kereta ker..

apa lagi nk tulis? how i'm feeling towards him? oh sorry..i dont need to express it here..i have my very own and privacy way to let him know..huhuhu..

caloo..

monday blues...

monday morning..i'm still in front of my lappy, thinking what im going to do for the next 8 hours. A part from work, i cant stop thinking about my little sunshine, Afni.

Yesterday, her gum was bleeding twice. I dont know where the blood came from, there was no bruise or any abnormality at her gum, except for the color is extra red. Since i was busy helping my cousins on her wedding, so i did'nt think about it too much.

When we were back at home on Saturday night, suddenly Afni was crying. She threw her bottle away. She refuse to continue drinking her milk. I went and check on her, my goodness..her gum was bleeding again? ooo...what now..??